run run run..

There's never enough time in the day (or night for that matter). All you ever do is go to work/school, come home and take care of the family/do homework, and then have to go to bed. Then try throwing a sport into that, where you get run down all week, then have games during the weekend. I like being busy, but getting so worn out is hard. I find myself only wanting to sleep. and then I think, I actually get the chance to do these things. So many people in the world haven't even ridden in a car, while we sit here and do everything we can to convince our parents to get a car for our 16th Birthday. (which might I add is pretty ridiculous). I want to slap myself in the face every time I complain about something, when I could very well not have anything at all. And I praise God for giving me such an amazing life. It's so hard not to get sucked into the world.
And when people (including me and I'm pretty sure everyone has done this..) only talk about themselves. They have to relate everything to them and be the center of attention. I HATE that. Sometimes I just want to scream at them to shut up and look at the world around them. After that if they're still selfish enough to talk about themselves they have some serious searching to do. I've fallen into things like this before, I can't help it, I'm only human and not even close to perfect. But the coolest thing is that Jesus is. He came to this marvelous God-made, sin-stricken planet and made it without sinning once. EVER!!! meaning never ever ever ever ever! Not in his entire life as human. Why is it so hard for us to live this way? But God is the one who is truly all-knowing. We can't understand anything compared to Him. This is one of my favorite things about my relationship with God. Sure sometimes it can be frustrating, but the fact that I can put my total and complete faith in Him, but still know that he will NEVER let me down is incredible! I can't even begin to explain..well, anything. For all I know I could break my finger writing this blog. But God is the one who really knows. Every twitch of my nose to every hug of a friend. That's why I'm leaving my life to the indescribable I Am.